I wish I could hold you close and tell you how amazing you are. I wish I could be the one that makes you smile. I wish I could give you a big hug and make you realize how important you are. I wish I could make you happy, and show you how love feels like. You’re the one that’s always on my mind, no matter who I’m with I always think of you. All the memories and inside jokes we’ve had are imprinted in my mind and they help me cope with all my mental struggles. You’re off to New Orleans right now on a band trip and I hope everything goes well for you. You make my day go from bad to amazing just by saying hey to me. If only you knew how I felt about you. You’re such an amazing human being and you deserve to be happy, even if it isn’t with me. You’re smart, sweet, funny and just f****** amazing in general. I wish you were mine. I love you, Matteo. I wish you’d feel the same way.