I just want to be able to talk to a guy and ask him what he thinks of me, without the risk of him leaving or disappearing. I want his complete and absolute honesty. But at the same time, I only want the good things. I want him to tell me I’m beautiful and that he couldn’t imagine knowing a more wonderful person. I want him to hold me close, but at the same time I don’t want there to be any ulterior motives. I don’t want to go forward with any relationship, but I want him to view me as a goddess. That’s all I’ve ever wanted.
