I moved in with my gf and her room mate. Although I loved my girlfriend I could not help my lustful attraction to the room mate. She was nothing less of a m*** and I always got a mixed vibe when we spoke. One day I saw her laundry lying on the couch and I couldn’t help but notice she had several pairs of very s*** p******. My mind went racing, physically making me want to erupt. I borrowed a pair for a while and returned them when the deed was done. This happened on several occasions but I never came in the p******. I would sneak into her room while she was away and sniff/rub my d*** with her underwear. It didn’t matter that my girl was asleep in the other room, I snuck in anyways, excuse in mind just incase she woke up. This occurred for a year and a half until my relationship ended for unrelated reasons. Before moving out I debated stealing a pair of those p******, hoping she would not notice. I went back and forth with myself, stealing them, and then putting them back. During my break up my ex started disrespecting me. When she left the house it was on. I went into the room mates room and jerked off on a pair and left them where I found them. I then found a pair I wanted to keep and I pocketed them. I’m glad I did. They’re wrapped around my d*** currently and I’d be kicking myself if I hadn’t of taken the risk. I found out recently that her bf is cheating on her. When they break up I’m going to hit her up and finally clap those sweet little white cheeks like the s*** I know she is. Until then I’m going to be quiet and enjoy her unsolicited gift.