I’m so f****** h**** all the time. I’m a bisexual female and I’ve only had one crush which was on a boy, but I dream about various girls and boys. I could be pansexual but I haven’t “considered” any non binaries. Yes, some of them are cute, but still. I’ve only ever wanted to date boys and girls. I’ve had a girlfriend before, and she sent me a picture of her arse. I broke up with her, because I liked someone else (but the n*** was nice). I’ve never dated anyone else. I’m still a kiss virgin. I want to make out with someone so bad. Feel my lips on theirs, the sheer s***** tension of the moment, and the fact that I’ll probably get wet af and so will the girl. Or the guy will get an erection. But everyone calls me pretty, cute, hot, gorgeous, s***, etc. My b**** are a C cup and my arse is decent too. Not many people crush on me but there’s this one girl who thinks I’m hot and I consider her a lot. We flirt all the time. But deep in my heart, there’s only one boy I want. I just had a dream where he got a girlfriend and compared me to her saying I’m gorgeous and amazing, just like her. Unfortunately that was a dream. However, 2 years ago, he called me beautiful and it was the BEST day of my life. I f****** love him so much. Unfortunately, I moved away from his town a year ago, but I still think of him all the time. He might have a crush on someone else, which kills me. I’m also bipolar, and suicidal. I’ve cut myself last week and covered it up it’s sharpie s***. So I’m the bi bi. I would put a pic of myself for y’all to rate me but I’m not allowed social media yet. Sigh. But I’m light brown skinned girl (British Indian), 5 2” who’s slim and has slightly muscular arms with b******* (for my age) and a curvy arse and my hair is ombré black to copper (which is past my shoulders but not chest length yet) and I have thick black lashes framed by a line of kohl on my top lash line which complements my dark brown eyes. My lips are quite full and pink, too. I’m also smart. I’ve made the gold honour roll every year (my grades have almost always been straight A’s) and last year, my average was 93 %. But there’s one problem with all of this. I’m 12.