When I was younger (much younger)- I used to have fantasies about my first cousin, “Rhonda”. She was (and still is) very bubbly, beautiful and loving. I used to fantasize that we would be making love (while naked)- either at our house- or some hotel.

This fantasy would include us disrobing each other. One day, Rhonda, who lives in another country- called me and said she was engaged to a lovely guy. From that day on, I haven’t thought about her in any way except as my cousin sister. We still are very close- but just as cousins. I love her very much. I also got married recently- and now I only love and fantasize about my wife.