Married woman here and I just want to f*** another woman…like just s*** on her t*** and eat her p****. That is my fantasy. All the married women out there…I know you have the same fantasy. Online dating s****…all the women who are interested in me are fat and ugly…or just too damn old…and all the women I’m interested in are too far away.

I went on a date with another woman for the first time the other night…f***** drove in southern california traffic for 3 hours to see this chick…But all we did was talk because I was too afraid to touch her. Damn, I should’ve pounced on her, but I was being too “respectful.” I thought it was “too soon” to kiss her… I’m too damn nice sometimes. I just want to be an a****** like some men and just take advantage of a woman (in a consensual way, I’m not a f***** r*****)…

Now I haven’t heard from her in 2 days…F***, I blew it. I feel like a failure and I want to give up on ever acting out this fantasy of eating a woman’s p**** and sucking on her t*** and playing with her n******…sigh.