Maan..I feel these intense feelings for this one guy, and now he’s just stuck in my head! His adorable smile, his deep and charming voice, his fluffy black hair, his eyes..Man, can anyone be as beautiful as him?? It’s not just that, his personality is what truly made me intrested in him.He’s a wonderful person, even if he might’ve hurt me in the past…Hell, why is nobody going for him but me at this point? But at the same time, I’m glad about it because I get to fantasize about him all day long. When we spend time together and take a break afterwards, I usually go and take a nap. I think of us spending time together hugging, cuddling, kissing and much more. It feels great when I think of all the sweet things he said to me and then gently hug me. I feel not only lustful, but I also love him. When I think of him smilling at me my heart gets all fuzzy. I even hug a stuffed animal or a pillow and pretend it’s him (sad, i know). I mean damn, sometimes I just want my fantasy about him to become real, like I have been having them for a year and I can’t wait till the day he will just love me passionately.