So, I write a lot of fanfiction (don’t judge me) stories (both short and multichapter) and I thought I’d try writing a first person pov s*** story.

I decided to write a s*** story about Heine Wittgenstein from The Royal Tutor. It turns out that writing a story from a first person pov about having s** with someone you have a crush on, someone you would gladly f*** (real or fictional) is a bad idea.

I was sitting on my bed typing and I’d just started writing about the central character (basically a self insert charater) tying Heine to his bed with his own tie and teasing him that she might decide to use his riding crop. (yeah he’s a royal tutor, don’t ask me why he has or needs a riding crop, he just does)

I haven’t even got to writing about that actual s**, just a bit of foreplay and now my heart rate’s through the roof and my p**** is so wet that my p****** are soaked. I’ve somehow managed to get turned on by writing a s** scene.

This is going to be a very shame filled m*********** session tonight.