I wish I could have really rough s**. its been a while since I’ve wanted to do this. every since i met my online boyfriend in person i’ve been pretty content with just vanilla s**, but for the past few days i’ve been wanting it rough again. i can’t help but fantasize about him pounding the life out of me, grabbing me to hold me down so i can’t run away when it becomes too much. even choking me so hard that i pass out. i want him to be rough with me, i want him to use me and f*** me like he hates me. i want to be slapped, spit on, and forcibly used. not even using my toys satisfy me. it s**** being on my period.