When i was 14 i got an mp3 player dor the first time in my life. I was vwey happu. I staerted adding songs. I startrde listening to english songs as well. Now im 20. For 6 year from then i daily used to fantasize while hearing to music. Ade njn paate kette konde swapnalokathileke pokim ennite yadhartha jeevithathil enna pole divasavum oreoro sahcharyangal manassil aloyich ore naayakane pole palapala heroic kaaryangal manassil aloyich real lifil real people whom i know avrude munpil impress cheyyan njn aadum paadum angane pala pala kaayangal cheyyum prtyeyich penpillera munpil. Ade enik ore escape mechanism aaneenne thonunu. Ite innevere aarkum ariyaatha ennapatiiulla enik maatram areen ore velya jeevitha rahasyamaaane. 6 kollam aayi njn thudarchayaayi cheyyunnu. Njn stress bust cheyaan njn ade cheyynnu