I am a 24 y.o. straight guy from Korea who recently moved to Canada. I like girls, but sometimes I want to have s** with a guy who would top me and make me feel like a girl. In fact, I want him to f*** me hard and c** inside me. I don’t know if this makes me gay because I enjoy s** with girls too. All I want from a guy is to stick his p**** inside of my a**, kiss me and hold my hands against bed while banging me. Or I can s*** one guy while other guy is pounding me from behind. I want a strong guy with big muscle do it to me because I am small and a little girly. I fantasize about it for several years, but never had courage to ask. I’m not attracted to men, but want to do s***** activities with them. I don’t know why I have this desire even though I like everything about women and attracted to them.