am I sick?
17yo teenage girl had a secret fantasy about my cousin (girl as well) (i’m not gonna talk about the fact tha i’m religious that would made things worse)
the thing is this fantasy came after she pissed me off, and i guess you could say it was angry s**…basicly i was f****** her real hard while humilating her ig there was also some b****** involved and everytime she started to beg and tears where rolling down her face i got more aroused
it’s horrible just from writing this i have a major turn on and honestly i feel guilty bc i can’t stay close to her anymore or hug her bc she became way to attractive
but at the same time i just love this feeling
i told my bestfriend (without saying who it was about i didn’t wanna creep her out, i knew she wouldn’t mind the rest)
apart from the fact that she identified the situation as extremly funny we came to the conclusion i might swing that way (S)
on top of that i’m going insane bc there is a high chance that i’m gay….
yea wonderful…(but the chills were still amazing)