I think someone is brainwashing me and remote viewing and controlling me. whenever I read a letter from this person or see her face I am suddenly later dreaming of s** and they are weird dreams and then acting out s***** things that feel very flat and disinterested in climax with this person around . I feel cheated and wronged like I should not look and ought to stop mixing with her or them as a group of 3 , 1 woman and 2 men.