i had the most beautiful dream last night. it was so sweet. i had a loving boyfriend who loved to cuddle with me. he loved to lay with his head under mine. i thought he was adorable. as soon as i got comfortable my mom woke me up out of my dream. i was thrown into the most horrible emotion. i missed him so much. i mourned the loss of someone i never knew. i miss him like ive known him my entire life. i don’t know who he is or why he was in my dream that specific night. i just want him to come back to me tonight. i miss that boy. he was my everything. he made me so indescribably happy and content. i loved him. he loved me. truly loved me. ive never experienced something so bittersweet. ive been crying all day because i miss him. all i want is the world to bring him to me. in my dream, in real life. i just want to know him. figure out who he is. i miss him so much. something feels missing ever since that dream ended. ill just wait for him to come to me tonight as i sleep. i hope he will. ive never missed or loved someone i didn’t even know. but now i know how it feels. ill wait for him tonight.

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