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Wish I could beat him bloody.

He’s around me. Of course he is. He’s a s***** narcissist enjoying making people feel like s***. He thinks it’s funny to make them feel weak and stupid. He thinks it’s okay to treat them like that. “If you’re weak and stupid, it’s okay to treat you like s***. It’s okay to take advantage of you.” This is what he thinks. I know it.

I hate him around me. I’m in my home. It’s my home, but he doesn’t have to be respectful. What am I gonna do? Tell him to leave? He makes me uncomfortable? Well, that’s fine, he thinks. He’ll just gaslight me to everyone. Tell everyone I’m crazy.
I’ll pay one way or another. I’m weak. I deserve it, he thinks. He made it hard for me and my kid and said it could have been worse. So I should be greatful.

I’m sick of him being around me.
Some how, I call him out on his crap. He doesn’t listen. Not really. I know this.
Somehow, I get him down on his knees. Maybe kicked him in his d***.
Good. He can’t have anymore kids he’ll abandon.
I don’t stop there. I punch him in his face. My hands are small and weak.
I’ve never punched anyone or anything.
I want him to hurt.
I punch him again and again and again.
He’s on the floor now.
I don’t stop till I see blood.
This is the only thing he understands.
He won’t stop f****** up my life if I don’t do this.
I grip and hold his hair so he can’t put his face down.
“Are you gonna stop?!” I scream.
“Are you gonna stop?!”
Punch.
“Are you?!”
Punch.
“Are you?!”
Punch.
“Answer me!!”
He forces out,”I’ll stop.”
“You f***** better.” I say.
“You wouldn’t have stopped unless I did this… don’t f*** with me again. Don’t f*** with my kid again. This is the only thing you understand. I’ll beat you again if you do it again.”
I let go of his hair.
He doesn’t bother me again.

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