• 1 year ago
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i have night terrors a lot an i have since i was a kid but they got worse. they never really bugged me much until recently but ive had some abt getting sold so he s******* assaulted by my parents, ive had some abt get cheated on, or hated by everybody, or killing myself. but there’s a certain kind that bugs me an idk whether I should say something or not. ill get set up to get killed or I’ll get murdered but usually there’s some kind of plot, but last night i jus kinda was in a kitchen out of nowhere an there was a guy there. an i had a knife in my hand an when he stepped towards me I raised it but put it down an apologized because i was confused. he like walked over to me an was like “ I know its okay I know what uve been through its okay i understand im here for u” while he was touching my face. an then he said “ I am gonna hav to do this though” an took the knife out of my hand an slowly put it in my throat. an i can feel all of this every one of these dreams i feel it. idk ive been having issues in my relationship an ik that makes them worse but at what point do u need to tell somebody

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