Gravity : Good Morning Beautiful, Your music woke me again from my dreams three times this week, making a collective total of 48 random days since we met two months ago today. However, I am choosing not to say anything to you directly and doing my best to let go. Learned my lesson, to never stand within 3 feet of a ‘Singing Jew’ lest they chord to my heart chakra and blow the rest of them out. Sweet Jesus, for me it has been like being in a delayed electrical socket, with long term haunting musical effects waking me from my dreams. The normal person would not notice, but an intuitive or an empath is in for a sweet but shocking treat. I wonder if you effect anyone else this way? I’m still recovering from the energy but more at peace in my heart about the after effects of your energy. My super psychic friend Rosalee laughed when she called me to say, ” Girl, that was an instant soul connection recognition with her. You got zapped because xyz energy is as powerful as yours. It happens with past life connections or romances and you need to decord to soften the delayed effects.” So I went through the process, and the ebb, flow of your voice began to subside until this week. The song of the same title I sent you before going no contact, that you sing makes me think about you; wondering if you have everything you need to feel emotionally supported, adored and loved. If anything I am a great friend to have in your corner. I find it strange to have only dreamt of you twice as a person all this time, dreams which were surreal and e***** but everything else is just your voice and a song. I wish there were a way to connect without all the 3rd party interference in real time, to be comforted to know it was in fact you online or meet up and talk about metaphysics, kiss those juicy lips of yours, and cuddle with a fireplace and some wine. I know you are attractive and use to being chased, but I am not chasing you. Mainly because although I like you, the distance between us is great and I don’t know how to build or grow with you at this stage in life or across the chasm between us since I am not local to you, we have no mutual friends to connect us or a part of your daily life. I vent here because it is not appropriate to write you 1001 Love Letters or post romantic comments to your social media but I would text or email them to you, if your heart was my home. Yes, I am a romantic but also a realist and believe in taking calculated risks, preferably with the odds in my favor. Truthfully, it feels like the miles are only getting longer between us every day. You are lovely, your long hair, soft curls and highlights bring out those beautiful blue eyes of yours that remind me of all things I love about the ocean tide. Swimming into the depths of your soul to get to know you better or drifting away with you to have some fun, or having the space to hold you close or love you becomes more of a distant fantasy and not a reality every day that I awaken into the chaos of world events. We both deserve and need someone touchable, within reach of our affections. We both have other options, my mind knows the odds are against us but my heart does not care and only wants you in your red sparkly dree in a sea of beautiful girls. Silly, impractical, heart. I am fine in my Southern bubble until I catch glimpses of you in your element coming down the social media news feeds; seeing you light up is such a beautiful sight to behold my favorite s*** torch singer. It warms my ❤️ and brings a smile to my face. You are a wish fulfillment and I am grateful for sharing moments of smiles with you during a pandemic my forbidden crush. Although no one has asked you yet, you are wife material. 😉 On Valentine’s and any day, I hope you know that you, in being true to your spiritual gifts and talents are all that is right in the world. May love always surround you and protect you darling. 🦋 Song Dedications: I Have Nothing, Whitney Houston & We May Never Pass This Way Again, Frank Sinatra
