I fell asleep and woke up to this dream. I was sitting around the table with lots of people and my ex and his mom, and she had a huge smile talking like she always does. I was trying to make a good impression and I’ve been drinking all night so I find myself drunk, but I’m still making lots of sense, at least I think that I am. My ex takes my right hand as I keep talking smiling and I start thinking to myself, ‘oh no, what’s happening!?’ and then you come and you grab my other hand and take me, leading me up from the table. I’m so incredibly happy and warm, and I can’t believe it. I woke up to someone playing music incredibly loud outside my window–music you would have played. I take a deep breath and sigh, and come back to reality, you’re not in my life, just like it seemed you always wanted. 😔