you do like your theatrics don’t you sweetie. you need to leave him alone regardless of whatever you do to me, i can take it, he’s weak right now. he’s worked so hard and still does and deserves someone like me to care for him in an unconditional way, bring him back up, i love him. i love you too, but you’re toxic and you’re blocking him from being cared for. give a homeboy a chance to be well before you throw all your toxic fire on him. if you don’t, you’re the coward who isn’t fighting right, in a way that yields anything from it anyway. sweetie i don’t care what you’ve done or how you feel you’ve failed. you haven’t, and never do, because you’re you and all of those things who are you are why i love you. you keep working and plugging away even after you feel a fail (non-existent sometimes). it’s why you’re my god who never stops building and getting stronger, i notice every mini little step you take sweetie. π
