when i got back to the states, i was in the 10th grade. i became friends with these girls. they asked me to spend the weekend with them at a lake house. they brought boys, and one of them was for me. i didn’t want him, but they held me down and he took my virginity.
after that i was his girlfriend and no one else was allowed near me. now i am getting married to him. i have never known another boy, and i am going to be his wife. when i marry him i will swear submission to him, as my mother did to my father. i will be his wife for he is the man that took me. his mother will want me full with babies and she has told me that i must have a boy. i pray for a boy.
i wish that i would have known more or even maybe that i could have chosen for me. i will be a wife.