I always wanted to have a simple and peaceful life. Upon growing, things get complicated. I work super hard to achieve what I have, however, its no use. All I sweated, suffered, cried do not have meaning and value these days at all. I had uncountable opportunities I let them passed. Now I have to work harder. How I wish I used my brain, married those people offered good life to me. With all the money and love, but the idea of, they are old and I wanted to prove that I can conquer the world. Some of my Friends, setting at home, do nothing, loved and has money. Even if they did not finish school. On the other hand, I work so hard, prove to people, show that I excel, at the end. All were useless. I wish I can go back in time and reconstruct my dreams, re-do the path I wanted. Now, my dream is just to be happy, to have peace of mind and disappear to the people I supposed not to be.