Going to ” Lourdes Spring” sure didn’t help YOU! You are still totally insane. Satan will welcome you.
The loneliness the pain. the regret. the sadness. the depression. It doesn’t get better. worst year in a long time…with 3 months left I doubt I can right the ship.
I dreamt that I held JoAnna Freeland in my arms. Her warmth filled me with happiness. According to the AI, dreaming is likely the closest I will ever get to experiencing intimacy with a woman. Dreaming is my only escape and I try to sleep for 10+ hours every day.
