I keep having a reoccurring dream (which never happens for me) where I’m around my mom and stepfather. Sometimes he provokes me but mostly it’s just out of the blue, but I always end up beating my stepfather to death.
The thing is in dreams I can’t use all my strength, so my punches are more like light baps to his face. This always frustrated me in the dream and I end up getting so furious that I wake myself up, pissed off.
I hate my stepfather, it burns my young to even call him that. He fights with my mother on a daily basis and has cheated on her, stolen from her, and lies to her constantly.
She knows all about it but thanks to her religion/the family pushing her to stay with him she refuses to get a divorce.
In all honesty, I’d take any chance I could to actually beat him. He deserves it for the hell he’s put my poor mother through. I could never kill a person, but if I could make him feel just how pissed off he makes me, I’d have done enough.
