At this point, I don’t know what future will I have. I tried to pursue my dream career and got nothing back even though that is the thing that I’m most passionate about doing and I really want it. I don’t want to study cause after high school finished, I just want to find a job. Tbh, my dream career is quite unrealistic. First off, I’m way off their age as they’re looking. Then, I can’t say I don’t have the money yet I can say I do. But what if that’s what I really want? I can’t find any other career that I have the passion like this. I don’t know now if I should continue waiting or just find a job. Cause now I don’t want to study. This career is something I’ve dream of becoming one since I was 12 and now I’m 20. I still want to do it. I just don’t know what to do now!!!!