• 4 years ago
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Dear Biong biong

I wrote a long letter. Failed to save it when I closed the file suddenly earlier Haha

When I am with you.. Time flies… I go into a state of flow and bliss. Enjoyed the meal.. The chatting.. The strawberry cheese Haha

I had many dreams and idealistic views of a relationship… With my partner for 20 years… Realising that my dreams where mine alone and my partner was never interested or bothered broke my heart. It left a hole..
Unfilled… Till now.. You have gradually filled the hole.

You told me I can last till 60… I want intimacy with you to last till I die.. I want to make love till our intimacy language changes..can be. Hug… A kiss.. A Comfortable silence.. Watching TV together…. Or going to service.. Together… When you no longer want to make love. I want to be impotent. There are a thousand ways of intimacy. When your monster in your cave dies… My little brother will die with it.

I was thinking about how to incentivise you to quit drinking or reduce your alcohol intake earlier before you texted me… I also thought of the day when someone important to you is gone.. I will stay with you through this period… If you are still young.. Below 50.. Financially stable and attractive I should not obstruct you in finding your soul mate for life… That thought.. Caused my heart to bleed. So please take good care of the love of your life…

Haha but if you are older and no market value I will hang around. Haha.

I read your thoughts.. I want to hug you when you cry…
.. I feel the same.. I am not good in multi tasking… I can only get intimate with one person. I struggle to split my heart..love

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