She puts a big goofy smile on my face, just from existing practically. Why would I not like her? Listen here, there’s nothing not to like. She’s very easy to be around, except for the fact she makes me trip over my feet constantly because I’m anxious about the bad impression I’m probably making. I mean how easy is it to cheaffeur someone you love straight in the direction of the someone SHE loves.

And she saved me from something I can barely explain. Just by existing, practically.

And would you speak of karma to a baby that had been raped? Would you tell her she deserved it? Most of the people who speak of karma these days don’t even seem to really understand what it is. All it is to me is tragic victim blaming/shaming. And a method for social control.

What’s useful for me to do? What strengths do I even have? I may as well pursue some tragic love, tilt at windmills, or herd cats.