I know this isn’t a dream but i have always told my friends since i was about 16 that a woman was my girlfriend “no names” and it turns out that they all know the woman i have lied about. not only is this heartbreaking because my self esteem is so easily hurt, but she also liked me and she came up to me and said that because i lied to others about her that she couldn’t like me anymore. I went home and cried for about 7 hours… now i’m here. What now?