hey gyz I want to tell u all abt my weired fantasy.I am 23 years old boy. I am a neck lover and I like to strangle females more than doing s** with them. Strangling females turn me on a lot. but I feel this fantasy is growing day by day. When I was 20 I realise this weired fantasy but at that time I only think about it, but as time passes I start to strangle my cousions when they were in sleep. I strangle my aunt a lot when she is in sleep. Even I strangle a girl which stay in my building. I strangle her for long time but thank god I release her before she die. But she felt very unconcious if I wont release her for more than minute I am sure she will die but this is old incident. But resently I visit my Uncle’s house. He have 13 years old daughter. When we are alone at home I told her that I know one game and you will like it. She said yes to play with me. So first I said her to take deep breath and then hold it as long as she can, but she release very soon. So I said that it’s not good. So I seate close to her and grab her s*** and little (because she is only 13 yrs old) neck, and tell her to take deep breath and hold it simultaneously I strart applying presure on her neck with my bare hand. After some seconds she wants to take breath but because of my tight hands around her neck its not possible for her breath. So she forcefully try to release her neck from my hands but I want to see the pain from which she going at that movement. But I dont want to losse her so after some more seconds I leave her. As soon as I leave her she start to take a lot of breath and I like to see her pain. Afert taking sufficient breath I tell her you can even do better that this. And surprisingly she said yes and now I got another chance see her in pain. So this time I told her to take deep breath and then put my hand on her nose and mouth and stop the airflow but blocking her nose and mouth by my hand. This time I do same thing but for long time and then she felt trouble in breathing but I dont wnat to release her soon so I wont put my hand away. after some more seconds I felt that she is in very bad situation so I release her. And this time she took a lot of breathing very fast and I like waching her. After she get stable I tell her not to tell anyone about this incident and she say yes. But I am scared that she may tell this to her mom/dad, but she wont tell anyone. So I think she likes that.
So friends please help me to get out of this habit of strangulation.
I am scared that I will kill someone because of this habit.
So please tell me solution?
Is there any other person who likes to strangle females or like to see their pain?
