I’m so tired of feeling alone.. he doesn’t get me.. i hate that he leaves me without saying where he’s going.. i feel like no use to him besides a f***.. he only wants to give me attention when he wants to not when i want it, when i want it I’m being too needy.. I’m falling apart from inside out. there’s no escape besides the cuts on my arm to relieve some pain.. I’m emotionally drained.. and i can’t do anything about it..