i am hurt from what others have said about i will never be anything. i am upset within my self because i am in love with man and his kids but i know no that we will talk again i have the gut feeling and i act things out and i curse at this as well. since the last time we have talked i have hurt myself mentally, physically, and i feel like that i am alone at times i cry myself to sleep at times cause i miss him and his kids to pieces. see i have played with oracles, tarot cards of all kinds, and the spirit boards as well i am guilty and i need to forgive myself as well. I do forgive myself. i think of him all of the time i also need to let things go and let things go. I need to pass biology and i really like to pass with a descent grade i am confessing my sins and i need forgiveness please.
