I’ve been struggling with anorexia for a little over a year now and today finally talked to my mom about recovery(She’s known about it). I actually ate a lot and it hurts so much. It truly does. Stretching my stomach, knowing how many calories are being consumed……………….. It is so hard, I never intended for my weight to control my life and now it has to change. I have priorities. Depression, anxiety, and anorexia can not stop me… I need to learn to love the way “healthy” looks and strive for that rather than starving myself and wanting no fat on my body. Wish me luck, I will try my very best to get past this…