About five minutes ago, I gave into temptation and masturbated after having gone without it for nearly a month. Today, I was under a little pressure from the pressure of the past couple of weeks, and I needed to clear my mind and from taking a walk, a nap, and working out; I finally concluded that I was not getting anywhere so I needed a moment of self-gratification. In truth, I feel relieved and I can finally be able to think straight without scrambling, but I also feel concerned over what consequences there will be for breaking my vow in not giving into self-gratification for a whole month. I just hope that things will start to simmer down as I go about life and be able to forgive myself and move onward. Thank you for reading my confession and I wish you the best.
