Dear Best Friend,
I’m confused. I don’t know. My girlfriend and I are having constant fights and now she isn’t talking to me anymore, or very rarely. We talked today and I asked her why she’s so far, she said it’s my fault, because I love her too much. Because I’m too dependent and “bala shakhsiye”, but she can’t blame me because I’m still 15 and she remembers how she used to be at my age. Well, I’m changing. The first person I thought about when she told me this was you. Why? Because you’re the strongest person I have ever met. You’re all I ever wanted to be. You’re able to say “F*** you!” to people you love who aren’t treating you right. I know you’re too far to ever read this, I know you probably don’t remember who I am, but I need to talk to you. I’m gona pretend you’re here, telling me what I should do. I don’t know, really. I’m trying to be strong but I’m WEAK. I know I am. I don’t know anymore. I’ll show her the me she never met. I’ll show her the strong me. She’ll see! I’ll keep writing to you. Maybe someone else here might give me advice. Maybe T.A.? I think T.A.’s a strong person. I miss you, my best friend. The Brave One, my Role Model.

– Mikaella Khairallah, A.K.A TTSP.