I’m a f****** pathetic p************. I’m lazy, unmotivated, do way too many drugs, i’m a dissapointment to everybody i know. im probably going to kill myself before christmas, i just need enough money to buy a gun. i doubt ill tell anybody. ill just drive my cat out to some dirt road far away, put on some music, and do it. then i wont have to worry about anything at all. no fears. no responsibilities. just death.