Hi,
My name is Johann and I am 17. I’ll be turning 18 next month. I am a high school student who is interested in the academics, especially the sciences. Last weekend, on Saturday night, I did something that I am rather ashamed of, although I must admit it felt good when I did it. What happened is that my mother had one of her drinking binges which she does occasionally. I think she drinks because my dad and her don’t get along and they even sleep in separate beds now. My bedroom is across from theirs, so I see when their door is open. After taking a shower and preparing for bed, I went to my room and was surprised at what I saw. Mom had passed out and was lying asleep on her bed. Although she was partially covered by blankets, I could see that her nightgown was partially pulled down and one of her breasts was exposed. I only rarely see my mom’s breasts and I was intrigued by what I saw. I know that she has a nice large bust and I couldn’t take my eyes off her bare breast. Normally, Dad is sleeping in the other bed but this time he was away for the weekend hunting moose. So I entered her room, stood over her and put my hand on her breast. It felt so soft and I immediately begin to feel my p**** get an erection. After cupping her breast and pinching her n***** repeatedly, my p**** got even harder. After checking that she was sound asleep, I went to her feet end and and began pulling up her nightgown. My p**** was “telling me” what it wanted and I knew that I had to see her naked crotch. I could tell that she had removed her p****** because her b** was bare. At first, I could only see her pubic hair but as I began spreading her legs – carefully, so she would not wake up – her g******* came into full view. I think the common term is “c***”. Staring at her c***, I could see that her c*** was slightly open and that their were sort of “flaps” on either side of it. My heart was pounding now and my breathing was heavy. I was surprised at how wrinked and brown that her c*** looked. There was a whole ring of pubic hair encircling her c***, which really excited me. As I touched her c***, I found that I could slip several fingers into it, I became so excited that I took off my underpants and masturbated my p**** vigorously. It was obvious that with her legs spread apart the way they were, that I could take my p**** and press it against that opening in her c*** – if I dared. Dad was away and I was so excited that I did exactly that. With two of us on the bed now, I had to be careful not to get so excited that I would end up waking her. With a little bit of gentle pumping up and down, my p**** gradually began to slide into her c*** – her v*****, I guess you call it – and gradually I couldn’t push it in any further. I was all the way inside Mom! At 17, I was having s***** i********** with Mom! The bed was creaking as I rhythymically pumped up and down and before I knew it, I could feel myself coming. I didn’t dare ejaculate inside mom but it was too late. As I tried to pull out, s**** shot out of my p**** and my mom got some of it inside her v*****.But most oozed out onto the bedsheets. I was in a virtual panic as I used tissues to wipe it up – off her c***, legs, bedsheets and my own p****. What a mess! With my heart still pounding, I returned to my own bedroom and masturbated, thinking about what I had just done to my mom. It took a long time to fall asleep.

Although I am ashamed at violating my mom the way I did, she didn’t even seem to know that I did it to her. I guess that I did a thorough cleanup job. And it is probably best to keep it a secret – a lifelong secret – and never do it again. This is in spite of the fact that the actual s** act felt pretty good when I was doing it to her. Oh well…

Anonymous son of one GREAT mom.