went to hospital again the other night still feeling sick, tuesday I thought i was going to die. I had a codral drink and became so weak and hard of

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went to hospital again the other night still feeling sick, tuesday I thought i was going to die. I had a codral drink and became so weak and hard of breathing and just thought i was going to die, my surgeon has sent for a review of my white blood cell count. I am still feelings weak and dizzy. I want to be on a drip with antibiotics still. my ear pain is still frightening and my stomach has been sickly and my leg from the car accident has been sore and weak again.

i am scared and each night is hell.
when i was at the hospital i seen a really cute tall dark haired paramedic/police officer and he was looking over at me and i thought you should watching your patients more then on your mobile phones and i thought i wish you could take me to hospital and hold my hand. I bet his girlfriend or wife has no idea how to grateful to have a great guy like that or the ones who work with him. i would love a guy like that, but i think he is a bit young for me like he looked in his late 20s but super cute and strong, a bit german looking.

yesterday i still had swollen feet from the tablets reaction.

I am still feeling odd and just fear night time so much

i hear this sounds in my ear of banjos or accordians and other sounds.

nausea and dizzy a little and I am still scared last few blood tests have showed raised white blood cells for infection for the last few months now.

i am taking heaps of vitamins and supplements CUZ DOCTORS WILL NOT GIVE ME MORE ANTIBIOTICS BUT I WANT MORE ANTIBIOTICS.

i want to get better not worse. I just want to be rid of the pain and fear and the noise and the sickness and weakness.

i hate feeling weak and dizzy and heady, etc

I just want to be better again really soon.
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I AM REALLY SCARED OF THIS MIDDLE EAR INFECTION CAUSING ME TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK OR STROKE, OR BLEEDING FROM THE EAR DRUM ETC AGAIN.

THE DOCTOR AT THE HOSPITAL SAID THAT HE COULD SEE THE SWELLING AND JUST TAKE PAINKILLERS AND GO BACK TO GP FOR ANXIETY AND FEAR

AND ENT. MY ENT DOES NOT DO PUBLIC AND I AM WORRIED ABOUT COST OF THE SURGERY SO MUCH.

TUESDAY I SAT IN THE BEDROOM AND CRIED TALKING TO GOD SAYING “I DON’T WANT TO DIE. I DON’T WANT TO DIE.” OVER AND OVER. EVEN NOW MY HEAD IS STILL SPINING AND TAKING ANTI DIZZY /NAUSEA PILLS.

I JUST WANT TO GET BETTER. I FEAR NEEDLES AND DRIPS ETC BUT WILL GO DO IT TO GET BETTER AND BE RID OF THIS PAIN. I HATE THE WAY THOSE DOCTORS AT THE HOSPITAL ACT JUST CUS I AM NOT 70 OR 80 – THEY SHOULD HAVE MORE DOCTORS ON STAFF AND WHAT PISSES ME OFF IS THAT WYNNUM HOSPITAL NO LONGER HAVE AN EMERGENCY WARD, POPULATION GROWING AND YET THESE CUNTS IN GOVT WANT TO SHUT THE DOORS ON SICK PEOPLE. WE NEED MORE HOSPITALS AND EMERGENCY WARDS AND BETTER CARING DOCTORS AND MORE DOCTORS.

I WILL GO BACK IF I HAVE TO ..
I DON’T WANT TO GET THE FLU.

I am just taking heaps of vit c horseradish and garlic tablets and multi’s

catherine1moloaa birkdale

New Confession

One of my mom’s sisters came down to visit her and my mom had a doctor’s appointment and she laughed and my aunt came into my bedroom and she started telling me about her catching her husband with the daughter and I said are you kidding me she said no and so I asked her well what are you going to do about something like that she says well I want to get back at at him for doing that and my daughter I wanted you know get back at them for doing that and I said do they know that you know she goes yeah I walked right in on them right when he was coming inside of her and I said really she goes yes and she said that’s kind of the reason why she’s down here visiting my mom just to get away and I said okay and I said what do you mean get get back at them she says well I want to have s** with you and I looked at I said what and she said yeah. Then I asked you I said does my mom know about this and she said well your mom told me that you and her have been fooling around since your father died and I wanted to have some s** with you myself and I said it’s okay and so she just wrote right in front of me and I never thought my aunt this Aunt anyways would do something like this with me and and so I just wrote and she’s just sitting on my bed right in front of me naked and so I started kissing her and started getting it on and I ended up f****** her and coming inside of her and she says we need to keep doing this until you get me pregnant and I should have what and she said yeah I want to get pregnant by you. I said Mom knows about this and she said yes. So me and my aunt pretty much had s** every day twice a day sometime. She was here for almost a whole month and we did it every single day on the day twice sometime and we both are enjoying each other s******* doing a little bit of k**** things now and then and she was really enjoying me shooting my sperm inside of her she said every time that I did to put it so deep inside of her that she would get pregnant. I got pregnancy test done and she was pregnant when she left here going back to her husband and her daughter so he would know that he was doing the same thing that he was with cheating on her with their daughter and pregnant with my baby inside of her I know he didn’t really care for me at all that’s why she wanted me to do it with her and have s** with her she got really good at it and k**** too on some of the things that we used to do I tied her up a few times really enjoyed that cuz I can do anything I wanted to and I did I made it s*** my c*** a lot and then stick it back inside of her when I was done about to come just to make sure we got her pregnant before she left.

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