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i feel like my bf wants to take over my life, wanting me to spend time with him ALL THE TIME, getting mad when i see my friends, getting mad at me for stupid random things. He calls me a flirt, which is something i have never been seen as, only he has told me this. I feel like he only sees my faults and i disappoint him with everything i do. I feel like he doesn’t love me for who i am…he doesn’t see the little things i do for him, the thoughtful things. He gets mad at me for asking the same questions everyday…he makes me think of things to do, he never helps me plan anything. SUre he’ll pay for both, what’s the point if we just do the same thing all the time. I say sorry so many times a week i lose count, sometimes i say sorry for things i don’t even know why. He says he wants to marry me and i love him, but I just wish he could change his ways just a little. Please for me. I try to tell him, but i never know what’s going through his head. All i ask is to please be a little more considerate.

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So, one time I told my mom that I wanna buy a lollipop, I was 17 that time. My step brother then asked if he could come my mom and I agreed. Me and my step brother let’s just call him Daniel. Daniel the both of went out to buy. We bought a few things lollies and he said he wanted a beer, so I bought one for him. But on the way home walking he asked saying “I have a lollipop why would you buy one?” I looked confused. But I just said I like the strawberry flavored more. he then asked if we could go somewhere for awhile, I agreed cuz’ why not, The house is boring anyway. We went to this secluded area it’s dim but not to dark. No person is walking at that time because it’s night a bit late. We sat down on the bench right beside each other. around probably 5 minutes passed, he took my hand and hovered at top of his “DIH’ it was hard, very hard. my hand is not inside yet. He spoke “you make me this hard everyday.” mind you he was 22 at that time. I sat down still, I didn’t move one bit and just let him do what he wants to. then, he puts my hand inside and helped me stroke his “Dih” I stroked it, he started moaning softly minutes passed like that, he spoke after “Can you s*** for me?” I nodded, because what can I do? I sucked his dih and he exploded on my mouth. I thought it was done and he told me to swallow so I did. after that we didn’t tell mom nor dad it’s our little secret. that was 6 months ago, and now we both sometimes do it when we are alone.

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