I want to be a cop, so i can get paid to murder people
God not only removed the wrong person in my life but another person connected that was an evil and dangerous criminal God ended their life. I forgive but I am wondering what this person would’ve done had they not passed away. This person wanted to use my relatives address to send me a letter but my relative said they were not getting involved in drama. Had God protected me from more emotional damage or did he prevent a fight or a murder from happening? I don’t mean any disrespect. I do forgive but I am thankful this person can no longer cause chaos or harm to anyone. I still get curious what this person would’ve said in the letter but at the same time I’m thankful God is keeping me safe. God is good all the time. I also one morning said that I’m going to church and that early morning God told me that he was going to give me money for offering and I simply said,Ok God. I go to church with my brother with a developmental disability. Just right before service, this lady that was the piano player that I’ve never met or seen before handed the usher $20 to hand to us. I asked, who gave it to me? What’s it for? He said the piano lady gave it to me and my brother and that we can decide on what to do with it or use it as offering but it was entirely up to us. Without a second thought I placed that $20 bill in the offering. God will bless his own children.
I was angry disrespectful prideful selfish hypocritical I complained I had worldly sorrow resentment I was insensitive unloving unmerciful uncaring unkind uncompromising immature I overreacted I had a martyr like attitude I was ungrateful irresponsible I overreacted I used profanity l lied I was hypocritical anxious I had a martyr like attitude I was immature lazy I was argumentative defensive and threatening and I hardened my against God’s plan for my life