People think I’m lazy because although I have been active (internships, college etc.) But I haven’t had a “real job” in years…
Truth is I’m searching like crazy and have just had a string of bad luck with the things I landed.
I’m also starting to get scared because:
1: I’m 28 and I figured I’d be employed and have a place to live right now maybe even considering a family or have enough cash to travel around and get some things off my bucket list.
2: Borderline Personality Disorder is making my life increasingly difficult because I don’t have the occupation or routine I would have if I had a job.
3: I don’t want to wake up ten years from now with regrets about choosing the wrong career.
4: I’m terrified I won’t fulfill my dreams.
