I’ve been in love with my friend, “Dave”, for 20 years. We dated, very briefly, 5 years ago. For reasons unknown by me, it didn’t work out. But I still have those feelings. Today, he told me he wants to add benefits to our friendship. I’m not that kind of girl, but I so badly want to be with him, even if it’s only physically. I want to say yes, but I’m afraid if I do, I’ll fall even deeper for him and when he ends it again, I’ll be irrevocably crushed.
