I feel so f****** upset and lonely. I just got (officially) diagnosed with depression, and I’m finally starting to combat it after years of letting in ruin my life. I’m starting therapy and meds, and I have a positive outlook.
My boyfriend is in the process of breaking up with me.
He’s killing me. He’s in love with me and I’m in love with him, but he’s convinced that we aren’t compatible at this stage in life. Why…? Why the f*** can’t it be enough that I love this guy? I want to marry him and have a life with him. I’ve never felt this happy about anything in my life… and I’ve never felt this hurt. It’s f****** unbearable. Why is he leaving me now, when I’m working on things, finally? I can’t imagine life without him.