Maybe... I should just cut... I refuse to drink or smoke or do drugs... No one really bothers with me... plus... everyone who says their my friend always

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Maybe… I should just cut… I refuse to drink or smoke or do drugs… No one really bothers with me… plus… everyone who says their my friend always abandon or betray me… and It hurts a lot because I’m a very nice person who gets attached to other people easily… I don’t know why people don’t like me… I’m told countless of times that I have a beautiful soul.. or I’m cute and that I make people laugh and I’m a kind person… But why can’t I find friends who will be my friend and won’t just toss me aside when they get new friends or a lover?! I don’t like myself because I am so weak… and I want to be loved… I HATE THIS FEELING…. I tried loving myself… but after a while I find someone and they turn around and show me how ugly they are inside or how much I’m unneeded.
Please… I want to find someone who won’t abandon me.

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I hate that the women I want to have se.x with, you have to get to know them first and build a rapport. You can’t just say ‘Come to bed with me’ you have to talk about and do a bunch of unrelated s.hit that has nothing to do with s.ex. And even then, after all that you might not get them into bed.

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