Sometimes… I really want to cut myself… and I hate keeping that promise to someone who abandon me…
I hate that the women I want to have se.x with, you have to get to know them first and build a rapport. You can’t just say ‘Come to bed with me’ you have to talk about and do a bunch of unrelated s.hit that has nothing to do with s.ex. And even then, after all that you might not get them into bed.
I was angry disrespectful prideful selfish hypocritical I complained I had worldly sorrow resentment I was insensitive unloving unmerciful uncaring unkind uncompromising immature I overreacted I had a martyr like attitude I was ungrateful irresponsible I overreacted I used profanity l lied I was hypocritical anxious I had a martyr like attitude I was immature lazy I was argumentative defensive and threatening and I hardened my against God’s plan for my life
