I went to my first college party. Everyone was drunk or high and it seemed to be nothing for people to make out in front of everyone. My bff Destiny who is also a freshman was sucking a guys d*** she obviously didn’t know. My friend Jessie was riding a guy on the leather sofa, he b**** were out for all to see. I decided to leave but because I was afraid I would do the same things. I have only been with one boy and he is my boyfriend and live in my home town. I went to my dorm and masturbated about all the guys and all the things I really wanted to do. I’m afraid my innocence will soon be lost and I will twice the s*** my friends have become.
