I’ve had feelings for my roommate. She doesn’t know about it.but I don’t know how to tell her because she’s not into girls. I’ve sent her secret letters and notes. I’ve fantasized about doing things to her. But I want her to like me. I was given something to make her sleep by another friend. Some kind of relaxing medicine. That’s the only way. I put it into her drink and waited for her to fall asleep. Then I took her clothes off. And did things to her. She won’t remember a thing. I’m going to continue giving her the medicine. As long as she’s sleeping I’m good.