Why do I defer to others when I know and they know that I’m the one with the real ideas.
Why do I sit aside when the women I know are talking to mere boys looking for the next notch in the belt?
Why must I have to settle for the LEFTOVERS of the women who have been so damaged by their past relationships , that they’re rebuilding themselves with my help and go back to thinking they’re better without me and coke crawling back.
Why do I allow them back when I know the knife is already drawn and myself exposed to everyone?