So lately I’ve been having these random dreams about my first boyfriend, who also was my first love. The last two were about us walking in the dark and he gave little care to any signs of affection but was still along side me. This last one was strange because he was off to college and I paid him a visit for a goodbye and he was extremely affectionate. Like he wanted me to be with him. And I woke up confused, being that I already made my peace with the whole situation.
He and I are not in contact and I don’t wish to trouble him. Maybe there is some curiosity about how he feels about me after all these years. Hmmm. I don’t know…