Ive always been interested in drugs. They caught my intrest before I started smoking pot or cigarettes. I started smoking cigarettes and pot at 11, I tried ecstasy at 13, 14 I was a cocaine binger. I’m now 18 addicted to meth, going to jail and lying to everyone around me so i can hide my daily life of meth addiction. I dont have will power to stop, and it feels like I’m in a slow suicide that I can’t back out of. I think I do this because I’m a closeted homosexual. My uncle was gay and died of his alcohol addiction two years back and while watching this in the hospital, I was high on LSD from the nightgown before. I know he didn’t want to live and he knew he was slowly killing himself. I’m doing the same. But I want a second chance :'(