Man. I don’t know how to explain it. Sometimes I just feel so fat and unloved and I just want to die. There’s no reason it’s just sometimes it happens. I do bad stuff when I feel like that. I cut myself and send nudes to feel loved. I don’t know why I do this. I feel like I don’t control myself when it happens. It’s not all the time either. Sometimes I feel really hot and s*** and I’m happy but then I’ll suddenly feel so bad. I think I need help.
