Here’s the thing…
I met this girl over the summer at work.
At first we would just make passing glaces and smile even across a whole room – when I look into her eyes I felt like there was no one else in the world in that moment and the room would be filled with ppl. And this went on for a couple of weeks…and started to say Hi and good morning as this went on…
Ill tell you now that I am such a idiot…
I am so shy around girls I like… I get all caught up when I try to speak to a girl for the first little bit esspecially if I really like her… When she is around me I feel like my heart is going to pop out of my chest.
Anyways…
After a couple weeks of that she started talking to me and little by little more and more coming over to my desk and talking.
She would tell things about herself and have a bit of a conversation. She gave me a “Pet” name as I gave her one as well… Now its been a few months of knowing her but she is leaving in the next few days – for good likely…
This girl isn’t just beautiful on the outside but I really think she is the most amazing and wonderful person I have ever met and I know that her heart is pure gold.
I thought I was in love once but not like this… Is this love… What is it – I am so confussed.
Im pretty sure I have fallen for her – I can’t eat, can’t sleep, with every breathe of air I take she is constantly on my mind. I can’t stand the thought of never seeing her again.
Now this week started off great… As soon as I got back to work she was at my desk to see me and to talk to me… Smiling, laughing, joking and hanging around for extended periods of time.
This is her last few days… And it seems like today it just stopped – abruptly…
I really hope I didn’t miss my chance – even if its as only friends – I would do anything to have her in my life in anyway.
I hope she didnt take my shyness as blowing her off either – I wish I could say everything I want to say to her…
Oh well, love comes along often – so – I guess its fine – right? (Sarcasm)